Fail for four years...

Today is the second day of the band examination , just now i had already finished all the test but i think i had fail !! why ? because i cant played good in my technical exercise , my sight-reading and my concert pieces ! certainly i will feel very sad if i fail again , but what can i do , its already pass !!! Nothing can be change anymore , so just accept the fact and hide at dark place , and CRYing , that what i can do !!! But i also hope the other student can pass the examination because the glorious future of the band is depends on them !! So... good luck to everybody  ~~ Gambateh !!!